What was I thinking? man...

I don't know, I woke up today thinking about something. There's something in my mind I just had to get it all out, well at least try to.

I will just go on and let it all out, I don't care, don't care what's going to come out, I just want it out, out and out.

Well, I don't knnow what I was thinking, day and night I keep thinking about these people, this person and this person. Last night it turned out they are not these kind of people. I don't know how to think about this.

I'll take a break for a moment...

I am disapointed.
I feel cheated.
I don't like it.

Something has been taken away from me, all my life I had no idea that something this small will do such a thing to me, it's not a particular hurting feeling, just, I don't know, the words aren't coming out of me today.

I'm going to continue living life, I will try and make the situation better, I will feel better and I might even forget about it.

I'm not sure if I'm doing it right, I don't care, I just want to do it.